June 28, 2016
so last night i found this page called "tripadikberadik".
this page is good for travellers whom seeks for new adventure since they offered unique way to travel.
ever thinking about travelling to 3 different country in 9days? or travelling by mini white caravan with your family?
NO? now you can . i feels like joining their trip next year.. so if anyone interested to join me next year.. please comment below. i need new friends to hang . someone whom are not too fussy , fun and adventureous like me.(puji diri sendiri nampak?)
(macamlah ada orang baca) =-='
apa apa pun esok nak propose cuti dekat lil bos. mohon beliau bagi aku cuti next year. amin..
June 27, 2016
DEAR DIARY .
i know this guy. both of us have A LOT in common.
so basically i have a crush on him. damn .. i am OBVIOUSLY made
A TERRIBLE MISTAKE.
since this guy is not fancy talking in the phone and have a bitchy voice.
like if i could knock his head with hammer, I WOULD!
because it's killing me man.
I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU , AND YOUR BITCHY VOICE IS LIKE A TORTURE TO ME
in real life, he is indeed a great friend. you just can talk about anything. even sometimes, he's quite JUDGEMENTAL .
I SHOULD GET OVER YOU.
I WILL GET OVER YOU.
I WILL .. TRUST ME I WILL .
NO MATTER HOW HARD IT COULD BE
NO MATTER HOW IMPOSSIBLE IT GET.
THIS WILL NOT WORK. I AM NOT (ONCE AGAIN) GETTING MYSELF DROWNING ON MY FEELING TOO SOON. I AM NOT READY TO GET HURT.
June 15, 2016
it's been a while since my last post here. there's a lot to write but let's just make it short and sweet.
i made friends, a few which i am a lil bit too comfortable. i don't even i think i'd finally find people to hang out like that. i'm not gonna lie. i wasn't into social before. i had friends but this circle are different. it tooks me a couple years to actually hang out with my friends before. but this year, i could say that i am a totally different from the old me.
let me tell you SOMETHING.
it just took me one week to actually say yes to hang out with this group. our circle now might getting smaller since everybody were transferred to another states and got tons of works to do, but everytime we got chance to meet up, we would.
i'm also made new bff at my current workplace. it might be too early to say that but we're just click.it might be because we have a lot in common; (hobbies). i already considered him as one of my bff since we get along pretty well. we talk about holidays and movies a lot. almost on a daily basis we'd discuss about our fav places to go and gadgets,musics, oldschool indie band that we used to like in the past stuff like that.well as i said, we're just click. it's good to have friend like that. but just friend nothing beyond that. (no worries.. we're both taken by amazing people) ^^V
no gossip please. (i hate that)
i hope this would last forever, i might not be able to work with these guy in the long period since it's crucial for me to move to another place anytime sooner, let's just hope we'd stay friends until the end of the time! :)
June 1, 2016
aku selalu berangan nak ada "teman" yang selalu teman aku kemana mana. i mean yelah soulmate.
soulmate yang boleh layan kepala gila aku . pergi travel dengan aku. smarter than me in every way sebab aku ni. hmm agak... agak clumsy.
urm , yeah.. clumsy. benda yang aku benci pasal diri sendiri sampai sekarang. mungkin aku dah patut kurangkan sikap aku yang tu.. clumsy ni merugikan guys.
hmm cakap pasal significant other. aku selalu berangan nak lelaki yang boleh dengar .
i mean mampu mendengar masalah aku tanpa berlaku apa apa insiden gaduh gaduh. it's tiring man.
kau bayangkan kau tengah cerita masalah kau and your boyfriend starts the arguing things, makes you feel that you are so stupid you can;t even handle that damn things.
pastu kau pun give up nak cerita apa apa . kan?
all i want is just a guy yang willing to listen to me, pandang aku dengan senyum yang menenangkan. he doesn't have to be rich whatsoever. just a calm guy with a willingness to listen and ada effort untuk memajukan hidup dia. that's it.
urmm i don't know if this would make me look as a bad person , i must say that i didn;t find such guy....yet.
i had a boyfriend once. we're good for 8 years until .. hmm actually i need to stop talking about this.
he was my bestfriend. he still is. my bestfriend...
we're good. we're good.
itu jelah aku nak share dari lubuk hati aku yang paling dalam (muntahsss)
now it's time to build on my career . get fit perhaps .
GOD BLESS ME.