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day out with mr paco and make up wishlist

ola people.

yesterday was a  really really happy day for me.  my boyfriend a. k. a mr paco asked me on a date.  at first it is kinda awkward since i am not familiar with klcc. we're watching assassin creeds since he is a big fan of that game. i'm just cool with that ya know since i am also into that genre . after the movie, we're hanging around shop after shop.  the sale makes me losing my mind.. 

LUCKILY,... I AM NOT GETTING MY PAY CHEQUE YET.


LUCKILY... MR PACO WAS THERE. HE TOLD ME TO CONTROL MY "NAFSU" A BIT.

and then i treat him dinner at my fav korean restaurant. He continuosly joking to leave since he's not a fan of korean food..  he eat slowly and i swear to god i can see he's chewing his food with teary eyes. Oh my man.. how tolerable you are. sorry  XD 

thanks for the date boo. i am truly appreciate that.

later on i go to sephora. god gracious.. there are so many things i'd love to have. 
and surprisingly my boyfriend asked me
" highlighter tak n…

YES JD SPORTS SUNWAY PYRAMID !!!! XD

ola people.

semalam kan .. lepas balik keja je aku siap siap keluar dengan cousin aku . memandangkan semalam christmas jadi banyaklah manusia berkeliaran di pyramid tu. sampai tempat makan pun penuh guys.. 
boleh paham tak guys?




lepastu aku pergi ke jd sports dekat situ.. subhanallah punyalah banyak baju tengah sales. aku kan antara peminat sweaters . so aku pun tertarik dengan satu jacket tak ada hoodie ni. dia warna merah kalau pakai dengan seluar dia memang smart gila nak mati. ni kalau ko keluar pakai baju ni guys,.


sure sure ramai mata memandang memuji ke-swag-an kau itu. 

namun begitu aku menyedari .. kalau kau gemuk kau pakai swag mana pun orang tetap herdik kau
jugak.. tak guna betul netizen ni kan?


ni antara sweater yang tengah sale kat sana. semua original weh.ada yang original from uk!!!
sebab tu la ramai beratur semalam. dekat setengah jam gaklah aku beratur nak bayar semalam. ni aku syak kalau aku ada kredit kad memang meraung la aku nak bayar balik hujung bulan.

mujur aku tak ada

crying week.

ola people
semalam merupakan hari menangis sedunia aku agak.
banyak berfikir anddd banyak benda jadi. aku sampai nangis macam pompuan gila dah semalam.  bila je aku tak menangis macam perempuan gila? entahlah.. emotional sangat pun perempuan ni.
oleh sebab kesalahan aku buat agak besar. aku terus whatsapp boss aku.  lepastu boss aku call aku..

mula mula aku ingat nak gelak buat buat cool tapi bila boss aku cakap camni aku terus nangis..
camnilah conversation kitorang.


whatsapp .
boss saya dah buat salah besar, hmmmm saya mintak maaf dulu.
bos aku pun calll...
damnnnn aku dah menitik air mata ni macam mana nak cover ni? ketua aku pun dah sempat marah aku dalam whatsapp tadi. 






boss r : weh bamm.. ko apahal? ko buat salah apa? aku : bosss.... saya ter.... hmm (bebel panjang2).  boss r: awak okay tak? dah dah jangan nangis..
bila dia sebut jangan nangis tu.. time tu la mata aku ngada ngada nak nangis.
boss : okay takpe saya settle kejap..

untuk pengetahuan korang .. kesalahan aku buat tu boleh sampai tahap…

christmas wishlist?

before anyone bashing me for celebrating christmas, i'd like to say that i am not celebrating,i am just enjoying good sales during christmas . now that is a huge different huh?

i've seen a lot of negative comments around social media especially among my muslim friend and i felt  guilty and ashamed. we are living in  diverse world. For being a part of  religion who speaks a lot about peace, that kind of behaviour is not acceptable. IT'S LIKE I WANT PEACE YO FAM, BUT I HAVE TO HURT YOUR FEELING A BIT SO YOU KNOW HOW TO RESPECT ME.


that's not gonna work. yup seriously.

okay , because i have no time to talk much since it's 2 am already, let's get to the real topic.



duh ... i am not even started yet. and it's FREAKING 2 AM!!!


err okay back to my wishlist.


1)body goals. this is somehow kinda basi cause i talked about it like thousand times already and  i don't want the excitement goes away. so i'll keep that to myself. 

2)i want new watches. yup that wasn't …

7th december : anxiety and curiosity and thank you love.

dear diary,
yesterday was quite special day for me. at first it was a total nightmare. the anxiety and curiosity makes me felt terrible for the past few week.

i was invited to join a gathering (sort of),with my colleagues. we're just spending time to bowl and compete with each other and then having our lunch together at seoul garden.


since i felt heartbroken , so my mood was kinda swing. luckily i've got these people who crack jokes every single time they get the chance. they tease me  a lot. from my love life to my physique. in which i don't take it too personal already.



after watching movie with the 5 other, i felt uneasy due to my bad health condition i went to the clinic and surprisingly, my bf agree to "teman" me. thank you love, you know how much i appreciate your effort. i know my inscurities annoyed you sometimes. despite of my pain, i can "tahan" 4 hours just by talking to you like that. 
i love you baby, i really love you. 
p/s: i don't know wha…

songs that resemble me ( at least i think so)

I’m in front of you
I’m right here
Tell me with your lips
say yes say yes
Without knowing
I’m going to you
I wanna tell you my heart with the blowing wind
love is true
Your eyes that only tickled me
Now makes me smile as if I’m used to it
You just need to walk over there
My friends keep telling me
As they try to push me
My heels are still heavy
I just wanna take it off by the end of the night
I wish I could hold out your hand
So I can run to you barefoot
In my complicated days
I’m trying to think, each hour

Now I finally realized
Everything is gone and only you remain
Last spring, I saw you by coincidence
I hope there will be no more coincidences
I want to hold your hand that used to only pass by
I want to walk with you, whatever path we take
I’m in front of you
I’m right here
Tell me with your lips
say yes say yes
Without knowing
I’m going to you
I wanna tell you my heart with the blowing wind
love is true
I need u
Baby, words I wanna tell you
Words I couldn’t say to you
Baby baby baby boy love is true
I can go anywhere

Basic M or advanced C? ( una life update)

Hello people,

Today i dah dapat result. Agak kecewa jugak sebab macam susah. 
But nvm tho. My uncle dah janji nak cari sampai dapat. 
If ada rezeki inshallah la, if not i still got plan a,b,c,d and e.



Engko kalau dah taste tinggi sangat una susah tau. 
Itu nak ini nak. But still harta is harta.  U still need
To sacfrice to get it. As for me i need to stop spending
Money on food. U makan je la macam kau miskin.
Stop that lavish lifestyle and start owning your own things.


My mom asked me to just get a basic M, tapi M
Is not my type eventhough that car quite handy and not 
Expensive .


I want a C.  C or W. but still to get C i need to save as much money as i can
For a couple month.  So are you willing to sacrifice to get c una?

Are u?


Phewww kena kerja kuat sis lepas ni. Wish me luck lads!😘

HAPPY ENGGAGEMENT DAY YANA! XD

well hello guys..

harini i finally da balik rumah sendiri after the engaggemet ceremony. not my enggagement but my cousin yana . she's only 21 this year and she's leading us . kahkahkah. but nvm though..


 so ni nak belanja gambar gambar masa majlis beliau. kitorang buat kg opah kitorang je. gotong royong masak sendiri je uolzz.




ni gambar masa dia tengah berdebar debar tunggu bakal tunang beliau sampai . kahkah kelakar je aku tengok muka kau yana...
bunga tangan ni kami buat  sendiri okay. (okayla bukanaku buat aku ni memang la tak berseni. ni bakal kakak ipar dia dengan kakak ipar dia yang buat) 



malam sebelum kejadian. aku sempat berinai . over kan aku orang lain yang bertunang orang lain yang berinai kahkah
kengkonon ayu. hahaha okaylah ayu;ah jugak daripada kau una...
dari kiri (amalina bakal kakak ipar yana merangkap gf abg beliau,lepastu kak lynn kakak ipar beliau iaitu wife kepada amir abg sepupu aku, fadhilah (kakak yana),ika, yana,jannah,wani,pikah dan rina.

gambar aku? takyah la …

Dear you : human nature

Dear You,

It's december already.

I know i can't force you into anything you don't wanna involved with.

After our meet up last sunday, 
I set so many hopes on you.


I hope you'll miss me  in which i know you won't
I hope you you"ll find me, huh what am i thinking?

You are doing just fine without me.
Maybe your life getting better  without me interrupting you days and night.


I come into conclusion;

No matter how good you are to people, you can always be replace and forgetten.


It's not that hard for people to forget me since i got no specialities and ugly as fuck.
It's human nature to just remember or cling with a beautiful thing. 

Whatever i said to you on sunday with my shaky voices is truly from bottom of my heart.

I know i've been crazy, i talk to many people, and being friendly
But i've never treat other guy the same way i treated you. 
I know there are my attitude that made you felt that i am not serious too and i am sorry.

If you want me to change , i'll…