From a stranger to another stranger.

 

Hi

Nak luah susah tak luah nanti sedih. Okay una now you dah you everything you can. You 

Dah say sorry. Maybe kali ni susahlah kot nak dimaafkan. I dont think dia baca blog ni. 

Susah jadi makhluk cepat emosi. Maybe i am too quick to react. Maybe he's right.

Bukan maybe tapi betullah tu una

Boundaries sangat clear

Lebih clear dari masa depan kau una

I am sorry i shouldnt asked. Entahlah kali ke berapa juta . I think i already tell you my pov too. Why i think that way up to you nak accept or tak.

After our convo last night i can conclude one thing

I am just a stranger  and i will keep it that way.

So from another stranger to another stranger i wish you good luck.

This stranger just sad but not mad. I will still support you but i will keep my distance inshaAllah . 

No, i am not gaslighting.  As you already know . I always mean what i say.

No , i dont want any trophy even figuratively because my intention was just to be friend.

And as someone that already understood everything. No worries i am fine

I will be just fine

Good luck in everything

Una mn

Sophea : Player Two In Real Life and april "confession"

 

Hi

selamat hari khamis. after consideration i finally post the stories dekat pretty potato. i create a new story for my friend from singapore nama dia sorfee. This gonna be a very sweet short story. Sebab ni adalah life after montclair university. 

kalau suka baca cerita macam ni pergilah my tiktok okay. Nescaya korang delulu kali sejuta.  I post cerita ni dikala ramai orang perlukan hiburan. Yang light light not too dramatic and not too dull too.

I baru up sampai episode 4. Malam ni i maybe akan buat draft so esok i boleh post a few more part. Ni kira macam test water la dulu. Dekat part 3 ada a few yang excited nak tahu apa jadi. Part 4 belum ada lagi reaction besar besar because scene dia maybe predictable.

i think so. 

writing kinda heal me in a way.  character yang i guna memang i sample dari kawan kawan i. mereka semua wujud di dunia nyata HAHAHAHA

Cuma  watak mukhris tu nama ayah dia i tukar la. Dia memang category t20 cuma i tak tahulah pulak kalau parents dia sekaya mukhris dalam cerita i sebab tak perlu pun nak tanya hahaha. Mukhris yang i kenal humble even macam richie rich. 

i hope mukhris tak baca story tu sebab HAHAHA honestly i dont know how he will react on this. kalau ada dari our mutual baca.

no... i dont have any feelings for him. I just like his personality. Una memang macam ni. For me la.. for me... apa yang buat someone tu macam attractive is the way they carry themselves, how they live their life. Their manners . yes betul muka penting tapi berapa lama orang akan actually stay with looks kalau perangai you macam sampah?

begitulah dia conclusion saya.  I am a very direct , brutally honest person.  Oh btw sekarang i nak cuba refine balik my workout . sebab i rasa macam 1hour brisk walk tu tak cukup sebab tak ada weight training

semoga i jumpa workout routine yang sesuai dengan i . I ada follow. few others yang dalam this journey. Best pulak tengok diorang buat video. Saya malu... HAHAHA.  Korang doakan my journey di permudahkan tau

My april confession

i guess after raya i dah okay with everyone after i minta maaf personally with everyone. I boleh interact with some of the girls. Even some of them no longer in discord and i'm quite miss them actually tapi i think maybe masing masing just busy dengan life masing masing. As someone older than them i pray for your happiness okay? With the world news yang agak merisaukan  i cuma harap semuaaaa orang yang i sayang dilindungi tuhan, dimewahkan rezeki dan may you guys heal from whatever that broke you. 

 stay positive, stay humble .

akhir kata semoga Allah merahmati  kita semua

sekian

 yang tak sabar nak sihat semula

 una mn

April the sick month, ujian Allah dan stay in positive vibe?

 

Hi guys

harini i pergi office macam biasa .  i jawab call and i batuk tak berhenti. My colleague concern gila and ask me to jumpa doctor.

chinese girl name x : babe.. why are you coming to work ? you tak sihat kan?

me : (almost crying ) i takut bulan ni dah banyak mc

chinese girl name x : ya kalau you mati tak sampai 10 minit diorang akan cari pengganti you. go home now

 

me: *terdiam*  okay. okay..   ( i go to my manager L ) L can i go time slip?

L : time slips only 2 hours babe. u tak larat kan? go mc boleh?

me : okay...  ( settle my job and go clinic in the same building)

Sampai situ i duduk jap . Masuk dalam dr tanya.

dr : you berapa lama dah sakit 

me : a week ++ 

dr : lamanya! jap babe. i think we need to do blood test

me : ha? i takut you tak juma vein i. i gemuk

dr : chill i nampak dah vein u * continue ambik darah kejap je dah settle *

me : *amazed* waaa kejap jumpa dah . (terus terflashback kejadian last august sampai biru biru ambik darah *

dr : kenapa sebelum ni tak jumpa ke?

 

me: aah maybe before this i besar dari sekarang. sekarang i besar kan dulu lagi besar. i tengah cuba lose weigh doctor

dr: i seee  okay good luck on your diet okay but after this kena xtray tau. 

me : (angguk angguk ) 

after blood test, xtray kena ambik nebulizer pulak. at this point with my running nose i just accept whatever treatment needed sebab i nak sembuh cepat. lepas nebulizer dr beritahu my result

dr : awak ada bronchitis

me: whattttttttttt

dr : ya.. hmm so later  awak dah start kena ambik inhaler everyday 

me: NOOOOOOOO

dr : YESSSSSSS

i tak suka bergantung ubat. I lagi overthinking sebab based on experience nothing ends well relying on medicine. Yihhhh tak suka . Can i justtttt not take it? hmmm entahlah. i would rather lose weight cepat cepat than relying on this. tapi itulah dia doctor you pulak cuma una. 

stay positive una stay positive.  korang doakan i cepat sembuh. cepat kurus. I terdesak nak kurus cepat. 

tapi this time no more reta, no more supplements kita natural all the way. saya janji saya sabar and trust the process. 5km everyday una 5km everyday and you are good to go. Btw tadi i happy i masuk live evertts kejap.dia dekat london tengah shooting. 

me: everttss!! una dapat 4 flat semester 1 . you wish me good luck kan. i dapat that good luck!! 

evertts : yo unaaa congrats!!!

he then said he is busy even keaamatan pun tak dapat balik sabah. he is booked and busy. But so proud of him.  esok cerita dia keluar. so silent readers ku jangan lupa esok okay. Esok dorm 403 keluar dekat tv3 

isnin-khamis 10 malam . 

k lah i penat 

i nak sambung menulis

till then

ttyl 

una mn