Hi..
it's me again . i just want to say how grateful i am because even after what happened i still have someone that genuinely care. thank you for checking up on me. Dont worry i read room and i wont overboard. I memang supportive and i dont expect anything from you. I takut kalau you rasa terbeban dekat kepala. I know all you want is peace . So may Allah bless you with wealth , good health and happiness. I will continue support you and wish you well for your business sebab i memang suka tengok orang ada passion, ada discipline and you have that quality. Business is hard especially when you still have your 9-5 and jual bunga pulak.but i believe everything we do semua susah in the beginning. Sebab i percaya kita melayu islam kena kaya. Kena ada business . tak kisah business apa pun janji halal.
By the way i am quite terharu because someone just told me that something that i need to hear. He asked for my blog link and i bagi. Like a brother i never had. I wish you happiness too. Thank you for being my sunshine . Quite respectful and even dia non muslim dia siap pesan suruh iftar. When i talk to him i felt like macam i tengah cakap depan depan. Friendly macam evertts. Thank you dany. Thank you doakan i boleh touch snow. InshaAllah kalau Allah izinkan i akan pergi next year amin !
oh talking about evertts right i saw his tweets few days ago. I rasa kesian dekat dia. He must be busy. Sebab emotionally dia pun macam tak okay. I tak rasa evertts baca ni but i just wanna say i wish you well too everts. I understand that you need time. Take as much time as you want to heal. I dont know exactly what happened tapi knowing you and pernah sembang dengan you and tahu you actually an introvert i get you. Recharged la okay .
I sebenarnya tak sabar nak tukar kerja. i nak join event macam yang lain. seronok tau i tengok budak budak fevertts ni almost everyday ada je event diorang pergi . Sometimes everyweek. I love their energy so much. especially tiqa punya supportive tu. I need to get back on track la guys. I cant be sad like this forever. I think being sad makes me jadi into low vibration .
Lepasni i nak ajar diri sendiri supaya lower my expectations, dont get too comfortable, to avoid heartbreak macam ni. Dah jadi macam ni siapa susah? and most importantly just own up to your mistakes and apologize . Which i dah buat dah.I said my peace. Disclaimer dulu incase anyone baca. I dont blame any of you sincerely i know puncanya i. salahnya i bukan you guys. So it's okay . I hope we are even now.
oh i tak buat lagi ni e filing kejap lagi i nak buat. And i read somewhere dekat thread about tips turun berat. 5km eah each day. saya cuba. sekarang ni maximum 3km je i boleh buat. Haruslah saya buat kejap lagi. Tadi i dah beli warna rambut my psiorisis macam better dah sikit but still i nak warna rambut i jugak. cuba teka warna apa? Warna deep purple! Idk i felt pretty when my rambut colour ni. I rasa macam brand new person.
okaylah itu je kot i nak cerita. I think i bersyukur Allah bagi i rasa suka menulis. I can do some other crazy shit tapi naluri i .. i menulis. Oh btw i think i nak tulis balik novel of course no sample to avoid benda macam ni berulang. Apa eah i patut tulis? I tak suka cerita sedih sebab hidup dah cukup sedih,
I nak benda happy je. I guesssss i might start tonight after my 5km . We see how. Nama pena i?
rahsia mana boleh bagitahu! HAHAHA.
k lah
yang taknak lagi sedih sedih
ttyl
una mn
