Dear you

Dear  diary

I miss him already. I know he's being busy with work and stuff.
I notice how remarkably hardworking he is. His energy and passion
On his work is completely undenieble. I am lucky, he is a great man.
He seems evil but he's not. I trust him but i am insecure. But how i could not
Being insecure? With a face like that.. i swear to god he can get any women he wants.

Our relationship seems complicated because i am clingy as fuck. In which i hope
I'd stop doing.in which i hope he'll stay with me.despite of my annoyyingness.
My bullshit insecurities. 

Dear you.

I know you annoyed with me this couple days
I am so sorry. On behalf of myself.



I will try my best to stop bothering you 24/7.
I will give you as much space as you want.
I will try to stop being clingy "girlfriend" or bestfriend" or whatever relationship 
We have right now.


I just want you to know.


It's okay if you wanna stop.
It's okay if you don't have any feelings towards me

I'll be your bestfriend instead.

For What makes you happy makes me happy too.
If there's any woman can make you the happiest person  
On earth, honey trust me i"ll be happy for you too.



If you are sad, i will be even sadder than you .
Who you think you are? 
You are tough outside, but i know pretty well my honey boo got a soft side too.

Share your problems with me if you wants. I'll be there honey. I will :) 

legit crying for you buddy. ( i miss my phone already) :(

dear diary 

i am having a quite emotional day lately.. or to be precise. today..

i lost my 2 years "bestfriend". he's gone forever! :(  my old and decent iphone finally rest in peace.

well rested buddy! you'll be missed!!! :(

i cried at my workplace just now. this pain is just unbearable. i know i am not a good owner, but you kept my memories back in two years. you've captured most of my best instagram photos, videos. 

you make my works easier. i love you pal . i do love you.*burst into tears once again*

tomorrow i gonna get a new phone. i might love him as well, but you'll always got a special place in my heart.always.

this year probably a biggest turning point in my life. my phone die, my old buddy momo (my old  laptop) also die.so i already bought a new laptop in august,so new phone coming up soon. not to mention i also got a new boyfriend this year. i mean he's not really a boyfriend. but he know i love him. and i don't even know what type of relationship that we have right now because it's confusing. all i can say, he respect my feeling for him that's all.

p/s: tired of crying... so what colour of my new baby should be? 

update

Welcome Iphone 7

plan hidup seorang una. eh? haha XD

 

  dua tiga harini aku busy kerja. sebab bff haku cuti. biarkanlah dia bercuti. aku tengok serabut sangat je dia dua 3 menjak ni. susah jugak jadi ketua kan. sebagai assistant yang baik (konon) kita kenalah memahami ketua kita walaupun ketua kita kekadang tu suka membuli kita sebagai contoh sorok phone kita beg kita sampai menangis, dah itu tabiat dia haha.

oh ye aku ada terfikir nak buat part time tau. sebab aku nak simpan duit bebanyak. tapi aku tak pasti tentang jadual aku nanti fix ke tak. ada perubahan ke tak. kalau kekal begitu aku rasa macam 4 hari seminggu nak buat part time tu, lagipun dia bayar agak okay jugaklah.

hmm aku tengah kuatkan hati ni. kalau aku busy dengan kerja tak adalah aku fikir sangat pasal problem aku kan kan? hmm cam best je method aku ni. haih tak sabar pulak kita. moga moga plan aku ni berjalan lancar la ye. yelah kalau sebulan aku dapat simpan 2k , 5,6 bulan dah berapa kan?

okay aku nak gerak pergi mont kiara ni. ada kerja nak kena settlekan kejap., lepastu kena balik taman tun balik. penat hoiii..

kepada kawan kawan aku yang tengah bercuti tu . tak payah up gambar sangat boleh dak?

aku jeles. aku jeles. aku jeles!! haha

k bye .