hi guys...
today's topic ialah upskill!! i sebenarnya in the process nak upskill myself. i sebenarnya nervous nak cerita lebih lebih tapi bila i fikir balik kenapa i nak takut kan? kalau Allah izinkan inshaAllah la i dapat. lagipun if you guys perasan kan i tak share apa apa wishlist yang complete pun tahun ni.
macam i pernah cakap sebelum ni. wishlist tahun ni tak banyak. andddd i tak tahu i patut continue the series ke tak. in some ways bila i tulis i rasa pumped. i rasa motivated nak teruskan .in other way i rasa macam i nak simpan je untuk diri sendiri.
tengoklah nanti kalau i rasa nak share i share. okay btw yang i nak share harini ialah something i rasa i kena share. sebab bagi i benda ni boleh bagi manfaat dekat orang.
korang pernah tak rasa stuck in one place. tak tahu hala tuju career korang? tbh i pun sama. i rasa i clueless sejak my journey begin lagi in 2012. i nak focus on satu benda and mahir that one particular thing.
tapi benda benda i pernah try sebelum ni tak ada sparks. i tak rasa fullfillment.
sampai la i start belajar mandarin 1 year+++ ago. i rasa i found my passion. i suka belajar bahasa.
i suka bila dari kita tak tahu apa apa to know banyak benda about the subject. dulu kan i pernah tulis dekat account facebook i yang lama. i can speak 7 language.
i did that for fun and i guess my unconscious mind was trying to tell me something and only realize it now.
haritu i ada tengok one ads pasal class bahasa jepun. i did text the sensei. he is malay and ready to guide me he said. after dapat tahu fee structure apa semua i macam okay untuk start until i found out the class is fix . i mean obviously they would have so many other student in zoom class and the class must be fixed date. 4 times a month / once a week. quite similar to my mandarin class . the problem is my working hours.
i punya working hours bukan fix. my schedule berubah every month. so i nak dapatkan or tukar jadual untuk cuti pada setiap kali class mandarin pun susah ye. if i have one or two class lagi nak fight memang susah. pernah tau terfikir nak ambik je 3 sekaligus.
mandarin, korean and japanese. to save time. lagipun i tak ada anak lagi. husband i pun sangat supportive .
cuma jadual kerja je. if i can earn in usd/pound and wfh all the time with flexible working hours sure i can belajar je tiga tiga. benda ni i tak cerita dekat sesiapa. i guess when you nak cerita impian impian you kena hati hati sikit takut tercerita dekat orang salah. sebab tu la i suka cerita dekat blog.
they are not you so dont involve anyone in any decision making that you know gonna benefit you in future. you nak belajar oversea? pergi!
you nak sambung belajar sampai phd? silakan go. as long as u tak menyusahkan orang. guna duit sendiri.
tak hutang keliling pinggang then just do you. if you adalah my friend or family members yang baca blog i ni and you think you need to give me your unsolicited advise .... no , thanks.
i dont need one. focus on your life boo.i know what i want and i think i dont need anyone's opinion.the last time i checked, i am not the one being nosy. so shhh sana buat hal masing masing k?lah tiba una giving karen energy. i macam nilah. i tak kacau orang.. i tak suka orang kacau i .
korang tahu tak kenapa kita digalakkan memilih kawan kita. or orang yang kita nak rapat?sebab if you kawan dengan 2 orang yang close minded people , you will be the third one.sama macam konsep kawan dengan penjual minyak wangi, kita akan jadi wangi.
orang yang tak ada impian bila kita cerita impian kita, dia akan perkecilkan impian kita keluarkan kata kata negative. blood or no blood. family or friends. if people like this exist in your life jauhkan diri. i percaya if you keep your circle small . kawan kawan yang support your dreams. you bantu you untuk keep going you akan sentiasa positive..
nak jadi positive kena berada dengan orang positive dulu. and you yourself need to be positive.
okay korang i nak siap siap jap
malam ni no hanzi class. i rasa nak keluar lah.
till then
ttyl
una mn
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