Hi,
harini the urge nak follow account instagram dia tu tinggi. Tapi mengingatkan apa dia cakap terus tak jadi. Respect una respect. Boleh kan? Dia kata dia set boundaries dari orang yang dia tak rasa safe or strangers. So secara tak langsung kau strangers only not considered as friend.
Please una jangan cari pasal. Kena sedar diri. Know your place. Dont do anything that can hurt yourself. You see it by yourself. How he reply to you vs others . Tak ada emoji tak ada lebih. That is called boundaries. Learn to respect the boundaries please.
Lagipun unaaaa this is the price you need to pay sebab you initiate this. Takpe just give support dari jauh.
Anggaplah as fan . We cant force connection kan?
dia dah reply nicely dekat discord tu kira okay. Cuma memang we can sense the difference la. The vibe is not the same. Maybe he is being careful. I cant even blame him for doinng that. I totally understand.
Mesti rasa awkward or terpaksa. I guess i taknak la lepak lama lama discord tu. Dulu i rajin tau macam active gila now and macam tetamu tak diundang. datang duduk react dan blah.
I wonder if i tak cakap apa apa things would be different now. I boleh sense orang awkward and berhati hati. So maybe i need to keep my distance a bit i guess supaya dia selesa. If anything i taknaklah dia tak selesa pulak.
btw doakan i cepat kurus tau. sekarang benda benda perasaan ni i malas nak fikir dah.
I nak focus on my wellbeing , build my confidence and nak kurangkan insecurities.
Okaylah
till then
ttyl
una mn
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