Hi,
its me again . since i cant keep kacau orang lain. I already apologize to D personally. I cant cerita in detail what happened . He seems too chill like it's nothing.He said it's not that bad. But deep down i felt terrible. i cried dari pukul 12 lebih tadi sampai sekarang.
dany advise me jangan buat benda bodoh. because istg i almost buat benda bodoh harini. With what happened in my life past few months ... i think this is like a final straw.
i already deleted "my work" out of my respect to him. i dont think he read this. But if you do i mean no harm. I'm just writing to divert my mind. I tak tahu lah kenapa i rasa bodoh sangat sebab this simple mistake cost me a safe space yang i sangat comfortable. I think i cant be selfish. I cant be there. it's gonna be awkward if i am still there even my initial reason masuk pun because i nak support my fav gamer je but along the way i made girl friends yang suka sangat bercakap dengan diorang hari hari. But good things akan berakhir jugak i just dont expect it's gonna be so soon.
Hmmmm okaylah ini adalah fresh start maybe a lesson for me to not "sample" anyone without their consent. Okay i nak siapakan assignment. From now on my focus is on me . and only me
till then
ttyl
una mn
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