tracking my wishlist progress and keep my sanity intact

Hi guys dah dua minggu i tak keluar rumah. i dont even step my foot  beyond my door. selalunya every week i akan keluar beli barang dapur tapi not this time around. since this 2 weeks i banyak beli makanan dari grab food and masak selang sehari  or selang dua hari.  kes pun makin meningkat jadi sis take a precaution. 

memandangkan pkp ni agak lama and almost everyone wfh now i pun tak nak ambik risiko nak keluar sebab takut balik tak ada parking. i ask my husband untuk panaskan engine kereta selang beberapa hari. this is also the longest time  i didnt wash my car. selalunya sebulan 2 kali or kalau rajin sebulan 4 kali i akan basuh kereta . vacuum sekali. bukan buat sendiri la i pergi carwash. rindu nak jalan jalan dengan my baby red. and guys.... 

my baby red also genap setahun bulan ni. jadi bulan ni adalah bulan duit banyak mengalir guys. HAHAHA. i renew road tax dengan insurans dalam rm1076.60 .  and bulan ni jugak i pergi bayar rm3000  kepada ptptn. sebab i takut kalau tunggu nanti duit tu habis i pergi shopping. No, kita taknak tu terjadi

i saja nak simpan sini sebagai kenangan. cant wait to actually finish paying for this debt

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so i bayar rm3000 menjadikan balance  hutang i dengan ptptn bawah rm6000. rm56++ to be exact.

                  idk if you guys can read this. but i saja letak untuk kenangan. i am closer to my target nanti bila bila i bosan i suka baca balik apa i tulis and maybe this entry will boost my motivation if  im down or  lack of motivation.  i am that kind of sentimental guys.  and this is also prove that i am not bluffing. some of my friends think i just talking craps but here you go some evidence/ track record of my progress. i used to not think of what they say.. but it just felt nice to prove you are right once in awhile  kan?

i akan usahakan untuk settlekan cepat sebab i tak suka terlalu banyak komitmen bulanan. sikit sikit cukuplah.  imagine last year hutang i dengan ptptn around rm25.7k and now i dah bayar rm19k++  .

a great achievement i must say. and in between that i also managed to get myself a new macbook air 2020 i space grey, iphone12 pro in space grey  (last year) and  manage to complete 5 wishlist for this year which includes  gold bracelete and 2 rings, treadmill, ipad air 2020 in sky blue, ikea wardrobe, air conditioning, and lastly.. medical card coverage.alhamdulillah sedar tak sedar kan 6 wishlist settle dah. okay lah usually i takkan bocor wishlist unless dah completed. alang alang i dah tulis ni i baritahu la yang my 7th wishlist is to settle my ptptn . ingat tak entry sebelum ni i ada beritahu yang my 7th and 8th will cost me alot of money. now you know already right? why it will be expensive. 

i takkan gila nak spend duit i tak tentu hala tengah tengah pandemic ni. i'd rather invest  my money. so yeah now you know. a big portion goes to this ptptn debt  and small portion goes to my 8th wishlist. 

mesti ada orang cakap.. eish kalau you settle hutang you dulu mesti dah lama settle instead of beli macbook air, iphone 12 and ipad air tu sebab beli cash kan. honey... i know.. but if kita nak lari jauh... kita perlu ada rest. perlu buat something yang berikan kita mood gembira.  benda benda lain yang beli tu semua adalah reward i kepada diri sendiri. kalau i tak berterima kasih dengan diri sendiri siapa lagi kan?

sometime people being too harsh on themselves. i know.. because i've been there and i done that. 

pandemic ni kan kita kena betul betul jaga kesihatan badan kita dan mental health kita. oleh sebab itu i kadang kadang cuti masak or beli makanan i suka. tu jelah can keep my sanity intact. start focusing on the good and if you guys ada masalah focus on the solutions. you can rage and angry and cry . just take a day to cry your hearts out and start finding solution okay?

we can do this.. and if we are happen to be alive in next voting season.. just make sure to choose the right person to lead us. 

k lah korang i nak sambung binge youtube ni..

ttyl

una mn