December 29, 2016

day out with mr paco and make up wishlist

ola people.

yesterday was a  really really happy day for me.  my boyfriend a. k. a mr paco asked me on a date. 
at first it is kinda awkward since i am not familiar with klcc. we're watching assassin creeds since he is a big fan of that game. i'm just cool with that ya know since i am also into that genre
. after the movie, we're hanging around shop after shop.  the sale makes me losing my mind.. 



and then i treat him dinner at my fav korean restaurant. He continuosly joking to leave since he's not a fan of korean food..  he eat slowly and i swear to god i can see he's chewing his food with teary eyes. Oh my man.. how tolerable you are. sorry  XD 

thanks for the date boo. i am truly appreciate that.

later on i go to sephora. god gracious.. there are so many things i'd love to have. 

and surprisingly my boyfriend asked me

" highlighter tak nak?" 
i was like.. 

"how did you know that??" wow... 

so this is a make up list that i want.

a tarte pallete
naked 3 pallete

and the rest would be skincare routine . i also decided to start consume vitamin c since i am getting older. fix my eyebrows a bit and also my jaw. 

this means... CASH MONEY NEEDED FAM....

let's just say i can't wait for my bonus. may the retreat went well.

may everything i ever wish coming in my way. 


December 26, 2016


ola people.

semalam kan .. lepas balik keja je aku siap siap keluar dengan cousin aku . memandangkan semalam christmas jadi banyaklah manusia berkeliaran di pyramid tu. sampai tempat makan pun penuh guys.. 
boleh paham tak guys?

lepastu aku pergi ke jd sports dekat situ.. subhanallah punyalah banyak baju tengah sales. aku kan antara peminat sweaters . so aku pun tertarik dengan satu jacket tak ada hoodie ni. dia warna merah kalau pakai dengan seluar dia memang smart gila nak mati. ni kalau ko keluar pakai baju ni guys,.

sure sure ramai mata memandang memuji ke-swag-an kau itu. 

namun begitu aku menyedari .. kalau kau gemuk kau pakai swag mana pun orang tetap herdik kau
jugak.. tak guna betul netizen ni kan?

ni antara sweater yang tengah sale kat sana. semua original weh.ada yang original from uk!!!
sebab tu la ramai beratur semalam. dekat setengah jam gaklah aku beratur nak bayar semalam. ni aku syak kalau aku ada kredit kad memang meraung la aku nak bayar balik hujung bulan.

mujur aku tak ada

mujur.. HAHAHA

ni sweater aku belikan untuk dia semalam. original price dia rm339.
tapi dapat diskaun guys. so baik korang pergi grab cepat! XD

boyfriend aku suka pakai snapback tapi aku tak sure dia suka ke tak jenis ni
kalau dia suka nak je aku beli. sebab aku meman jenis suka tengok dia bergaya.siapa tak suka? lolz. 

oleh sebab 4-6 january ni aku nak pergi short get away. so aku kena save duit sikitlah. kalau tak sah sah aku dah beli macam macam semalam.

apa apa pun aku happy sebab dia terima benda aku belikan untuk dia semalam. felt appreciated 
hope awak pakai tau.

love you :P 

December 24, 2016

crying week.

ola people

semalam merupakan hari menangis sedunia aku agak.

banyak berfikir anddd banyak benda jadi. aku sampai nangis macam pompuan gila dah semalam. 
bila je aku tak menangis macam perempuan gila? entahlah.. emotional sangat pun perempuan ni.

oleh sebab kesalahan aku buat agak besar. aku terus whatsapp boss aku. 
lepastu boss aku call aku..

mula mula aku ingat nak gelak buat buat cool
tapi bila boss aku cakap camni aku terus nangis..

camnilah conversation kitorang.

whatsapp .

boss saya dah buat salah besar, hmmmm saya mintak maaf dulu.

bos aku pun calll...

damnnnn aku dah menitik air mata ni macam mana nak cover ni? ketua aku pun dah sempat marah aku dalam whatsapp tadi. 

boss r : weh bamm.. ko apahal? ko buat salah apa?
aku : bosss.... saya ter.... hmm (bebel panjang2). 
boss r: awak okay tak? dah dah jangan nangis..

bila dia sebut jangan nangis tu.. time tu la mata aku ngada ngada nak nangis.

boss : okay takpe saya settle kejap..

untuk pengetahuan korang .. kesalahan aku buat tu boleh sampai tahap diterminate tanpa belas kasihan. hmmm aku pun mengamalkan prinsip sediakan payung sebelum hujan sekarang.

aku start cari kerja baru.. aku harap.. tak ada apalah.. cuma yelah kita mana tahukan.. customer ni macam jilake juga kadang kadang.

i have no idea what will happen next. so i'll just try to rebuild whatever i felt missing la. 

till then


December 17, 2016

christmas wishlist?

before anyone bashing me for celebrating christmas, i'd like to say that i am not celebrating,i am just enjoying good sales during christmas . now that is a huge different huh?

i've seen a lot of negative comments around social media especially among my muslim friend and i felt  guilty and ashamed. we are living in  diverse world. For being a part of  religion who speaks a lot about peace, that kind of behaviour is not acceptable. IT'S LIKE I WANT PEACE YO FAM, BUT I HAVE TO HURT YOUR FEELING A BIT SO YOU KNOW HOW TO RESPECT ME.

that's not gonna work. yup seriously.

okay , because i have no time to talk much since it's 2 am already, let's get to the real topic.

duh ... i am not even started yet. and it's FREAKING 2 AM!!!

err okay back to my wishlist.

1)body goals. this is somehow kinda basi cause i talked about it like thousand times already and  i don't want the excitement goes away. so i'll keep that to myself. 

2)i want new watches. yup that wasn't a mistake. i really wanted multiple type of watches. i am collector ya know. i like to have different type of watches , like dw,baby g,fossil, 

3) new sport shoes .i freaking love nike and puma as well. i really wanted a new kick. i like ombre kinda shoes but the colour needed to be either purple to maroon or turquoise to blue. i am such a weirdo. please don't hesitate to say that. yup i know.. XD

4) i wanted all numa series from tudungpeople. i know that numa collection probably out of stock 
allready since it was out years ago. but i still believe in magic . i shall pujuk faz to jual balik numa. 
i know some of you guys might say.. "weh beli je la shawl lain murah kot. sama je" .. no people.. no..
NUMA is the piece of shawl ever made.their material is like da bomb dot com. i feels like to borong as much as i could . a few pieces of black shawl (for work purposes) and the other should be my fav colour.

5)flawless skin. this is indeed every girls dream. hands down..

6)made more money so i could shop more.

December 8, 2016

7th december : anxiety and curiosity and thank you love.

dear diary,

yesterday was quite special day for me. at first it was a total nightmare. the anxiety and curiosity makes me felt terrible for the past few week.

i was invited to join a gathering (sort of),with my colleagues. we're just spending time to bowl and compete with each other and then having our lunch together at seoul garden.

since i felt heartbroken , so my mood was kinda swing. luckily i've got these people who crack jokes every single time they get the chance. they tease me  a lot. from my love life to my physique. in which i don't take it too personal already.

after watching movie with the 5 other, i felt uneasy due to my bad health condition i went to the clinic and surprisingly, my bf agree to "teman" me. thank you love, you know how much i appreciate your effort. i know my inscurities annoyed you sometimes. despite of my pain, i can "tahan" 4 hours just by talking to you like that. 

i love you baby, i really love you. 

p/s: i don't know what future brings, but i hope you'll still in there. you are important to me . 

una . 

December 6, 2016

songs that resemble me ( at least i think so)

I’m in front of you
I’m right here
Tell me with your lips
say yes say yes
Without knowing
I’m going to you
I wanna tell you my heart with the blowing wind
love is true
Your eyes that only tickled me
Now makes me smile as if I’m used to it
You just need to walk over there
My friends keep telling me
As they try to push me
My heels are still heavy
I just wanna take it off by the end of the night
I wish I could hold out your hand
So I can run to you barefoot
In my complicated days
I’m trying to think, each hour

Now I finally realized
Everything is gone and only you remain
Last spring, I saw you by coincidence
I hope there will be no more coincidences
I want to hold your hand that used to only pass by
I want to walk with you, whatever path we take
I’m in front of you
I’m right here
Tell me with your lips
say yes say yes
Without knowing
I’m going to you
I wanna tell you my heart with the blowing wind
love is true
I need u
Baby, words I wanna tell you
Words I couldn’t say to you
Baby baby baby boy love is true
I can go anywhere
This isn’t a lie (promise me)
From now on, by my side
Will be the most comfortable spot for you
Like the sound that comes out of shut lips
I wish you would call out my name
Even if I fall back and walk
I wish you would only listen to my voice
I’m in front of you
I’m right here
Tell me with your lips
say yes say yes
Without knowing
I’m going to you
I wanna tell you my heart with the blowing wind
love is true
The one thing I want
Is for you to stay by my side
You smiling at me
You listening to me
That’s enough for me too, you
I’m smiling at you
My eyes are telling you
Answer me like that too
say yes say yes
I like it cuz it’s you
I don’t care if you make me cry
Because you’re my everything

love is true
I need u
Baby, words I wanna tell you
Words I couldn’t say to you
Baby baby baby boy love is true

December 5, 2016

Basic M or advanced C? ( una life update)

Hello people,

Today i dah dapat result. Agak kecewa jugak sebab macam susah. 
But nvm tho. My uncle dah janji nak cari sampai dapat. 
If ada rezeki inshallah la, if not i still got plan a,b,c,d and e.

Engko kalau dah taste tinggi sangat una susah tau. 
Itu nak ini nak. But still harta is harta.  U still need
To sacfrice to get it. As for me i need to stop spending
Money on food. U makan je la macam kau miskin.
Stop that lavish lifestyle and start owning your own things.

My mom asked me to just get a basic M, tapi M
Is not my type eventhough that car quite handy and not 
Expensive .

I want a C.  C or W. but still to get C i need to save as much money as i can
For a couple month.  So are you willing to sacrifice to get c una?

Are u?

Phewww kena kerja kuat sis lepas ni. Wish me luck lads!😘

December 4, 2016


well hello guys..

harini i finally da balik rumah sendiri after the engaggemet ceremony. not my enggagement but my cousin yana . she's only 21 this year and she's leading us . kahkahkah. but nvm though..

 so ni nak belanja gambar gambar masa majlis beliau. kitorang buat kg opah kitorang je. gotong royong masak sendiri je uolzz.

ni gambar masa dia tengah berdebar debar tunggu bakal tunang beliau
sampai . kahkah kelakar je aku tengok muka kau yana...

bunga tangan ni kami buat  sendiri okay.
(okayla bukanaku buat aku ni memang la tak berseni. ni bakal kakak ipar dia
dengan kakak ipar dia yang buat) 

malam sebelum kejadian. aku sempat berinai .
over kan aku orang lain yang bertunang orang lain yang berinai kahkah

kengkonon ayu. hahaha okaylah ayu;ah jugak daripada kau una...

dari kiri (amalina bakal kakak ipar yana merangkap gf abg beliau,lepastu kak lynn kakak ipar beliau iaitu wife kepada amir abg sepupu aku, fadhilah (kakak yana),ika, yana,jannah,wani,pikah dan rina.

gambar aku? takyah la .. dah la gemuk sedih betul. aku tengah diet ni chuolzz doakan kejayaan aku.
meskipun aku rasa nak hempuk diri sendiri sekarang sebab cheat day sampai 3 hari tapi takpe.. esok
clean balik. itulah janji aku kepada diri sendiri yang tak berapa kuat iman ini. akan ku dapatkan ketosis itu semula. hahaha 

oh yana ni bertunang dengan orang langkawi. nampaknya lepas ni 
boleh la aku kirim non stick pan murah murah kat sana pada yana je. LOL
keji betul perangai aku ni kan? XD 

video later aku update. :*

una mn

December 1, 2016

Dear you : human nature

Dear You,

It's december already.

I know i can't force you into anything you don't wanna involved with.

After our meet up last sunday, 
I set so many hopes on you.

I hope you'll miss me  in which i know you won't
I hope you you"ll find me, huh what am i thinking?

You are doing just fine without me.
Maybe your life getting better  without me interrupting you days and night.

I come into conclusion;

No matter how good you are to people, you can always be replace and forgetten.

It's not that hard for people to forget me since i got no specialities and ugly as fuck.
It's human nature to just remember or cling with a beautiful thing. 

Whatever i said to you on sunday with my shaky voices is truly from bottom of my heart.

I know i've been crazy, i talk to many people, and being friendly
But i've never treat other guy the same way i treated you. 
I know there are my attitude that made you felt that i am not serious too and i am sorry.

If you want me to change , i'll change for good honey.
Just say it.

Since it is not a good thing pun to hit a guy just because they made me angry.
I know i am a female and should act like one.

I will honey i will.

I miss your stupid jokes, your facial expression , And your gentle and soft sides.

 I am actually missss you and sort of mad since you are being busy with your works.

I can't force you to meet me anyway.. I'll try to understand you 

You said you wanna try, i hope you will.

But since false hope will hurt me even more i'll just think you are joking.

una most demotivated post?

i gave up. please note that this is might the most demotivated post ever written by me or one of the post that i deliver my heavy fee...