Good news pagi hari and work dilemma

 

Hi guys..

harini pagi pagi i baca good news. Evertts made it to top 5!!! as fan  i happy. i rasa fan yang over excited. Tapi takpe kita excited lebih lebih kan. Janji tak kacau orang. Apapun result dia jumaat ni i tetap je sokong dia . Tapi kalau boleh kita naklah dia menang. Anyway since abpbh kena bayar kalau masuk and ticket sold out dah pun. Kita doa dari jauh jela. Teringin nak pergi sebenarnya nak  jumpa one last time for this year sebab next year jadual tak menentu lagilah susah nak jumpa kan. kitanya tak kerja office hour.

oh btw korang kan class english i dah start kan. i punya assignment kena pick movie and cerita kan about that movie. As leader group i kena bahagikan tugas. Ni i menulis ni i tengah pening nak bahagikan macam mana teammate i ada 10 orang termasuk i. 

Work dilemma ..... 

i jujur i tengah belajar suka kerja ni. Hari hari i kena hadap ragam manusia.  I  on the way kerja tu i kena bagi pep talk dekat sendiri dulu.  Whatever happened hadap jela. Tadi i jumpa manager i . Tbh i appreciate her intention . She just want me to take calls independently. I selalu cross check with f before i submit apa apa request on behalf of customer.  Being misunderstood is something yang i rasa i dah tak ada energy dah nak explain. 

I tak salahkan dia if her view on me tu macam i tak bagus and kena speed up. Cuma i a bit sad la actually.

dia macam okay sedih tapi i biarkan je diri di salah anggap. Somehow i am used to it. I know i should defend myself tapi tadi i penat sangat. i prefer diam .

i cuba untuk tahan dekat sini sampai i dapat pindah different department. tapi tu semua atas rezeki Allah la kan. Malas nak fikir lama lama nanti gila.

F somehow nampak perubahan i. she try to pujuk i. dia tanya i manager cakap apa iris?

i  ni masalahnya taknak bebankan kepala f. so i cakap tak ada apa. call me stupid but entahlah .

kadang kadang i fikir am i being too nice or am i doing the right thing?macam mana pun i akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk kurangkan kebergantungan i pada f. I honestly have so much that i need to improve

i am aware. sebab macam i cakap banking ni process dia banyak. I tak boleh cerita details. and ada je updates yang i kena aware. 

i take this as a challenge. Takpelah una.. you do what you can

Let go and Let God. 

Allah know what is the best for you! 

sekian

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