harini masa tengah kerja awal pagi agak terkejut membaca status seorang kawan yang i pernah rapat zaman sekolah. wahidah md esa. husbandnya hafiz meninggal dunia. terimbas kenangan masa i pergi ke undangan perkhawinan dia dulu.
i dan wahidah kawan sejak form 5. di sekolah kami rapat. dia follow i masuk college di kuantan selepas settle foundation di kl. kami ada berjumpa few years ago. i ada jumpa her husband jugak.
he was a nice man. dulu kami pernah bergurau .
wahidah : una kalau kau khawin dengan bf kau.. nama suami kita samalah kan?
me: kalau khawinlah.. kalau jodoh.
that was my response. apa i cakap jadi kenyataan . i break up. i met shyafiq and 2 years later we get married. wahidah juga yang mendengar segalanya.dari first heartbreak after spm. she was there through every phase of my life. wahidah kawan yang baik... however i realised that i am not a good friend to anyone.i am so sorry i am not there to comfort you .
i couldn't imagine the pain she bear after almost a decade hidup bersama.benda ni buat i tersentak. never take anyone for granted. appreciate your loved ones. you never know bila Allah nak ambil diorang. kalau tak diorang.. kita.
i siap cakap dengan husband subuh tadi.
me : suami wahidah meninggal b.
him : sedekah alfatihah. mesti dia orang baik. meninggal hari jumaat . bulan puasa pulak tu.
wahidah if you read this i hope Allah give you peace. susah nak berdamai dengan takdir i know. sesungguhnya dunia tempat kita singgah. semoga
amal ibadah hafiz diterima di sisi Allah.
kepada my silent reader mari sedekahkan alfatihah untuk Muhammad Hafiz bin Mohamed Noor
salam takziah
una mn
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