DEAR DIARY .
i know this guy. both of us have A LOT in common.
so basically i have a crush on him. damn .. i am OBVIOUSLY made
A TERRIBLE MISTAKE.
since this guy is not fancy talking in the phone and have a bitchy voice.
like if i could knock his head with hammer, I WOULD!
because it's killing me man.
I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU , AND YOUR BITCHY VOICE IS LIKE A TORTURE TO ME
in real life, he is indeed a great friend. you just can talk about anything. even sometimes, he's quite JUDGEMENTAL .
I SHOULD GET OVER YOU.
I WILL GET OVER YOU.
I WILL .. TRUST ME I WILL .
NO MATTER HOW HARD IT COULD BE
NO MATTER HOW IMPOSSIBLE IT GET.
THIS WILL NOT WORK. I AM NOT (ONCE AGAIN) GETTING MYSELF DROWNING ON MY FEELING TOO SOON. I AM NOT READY TO GET HURT.